Tuesday, July 28, 2009

LOST.

I'm lost. I saw nothing. I hear nothing.

The night sky is beautiful. Hope I'll find back my soul. I just want to quit blogging for a while. Until all things fix, then I'll continue with the new story. I just can reply and post comment only. Thank you for being the good listener at all.

AQ = IQ + EQ + SQ ... ESQ165

Greeting... A few days ago, I'm too angry and then, wrote my blog with emotionally and unstable... I'm beg for apologize, I know that I'm guilty...

But, today, I want to share this... AQ (Actual Quotient) is the total indication to show the ideal person... IQ (Intelligent Quotient), based on the genetic and the mind power. Actually, IQ can be upgrade but this is too difficult to change... Because god create us different each other... SOme people brilliant in Architecture, while others best in Medical or Music. But, IQ can be generate by effort and hardworkship... Lack of IQ can caused the person to easy to be cheated...

EQ (Emotional Quotient), is the most important. Lack of EQ can caused the bad attitude... EQ is how good your modesty. This is important, many cases of criminal occured when the people lack in EQ, whether the criminals or the prey... High in EQ can provide the better life, and can gain the others respect... (maybe my EQ low this time)... EQ is easily to be generate, because it depend on the behavior... Everyone can be modest... We can produce it with the soul of help each other, respect each other, think about everyone and humble mind...

SQ (Spiritual Quotient) is the relationship between you and god or with your religion... Easy to state here, how pious you can be... Everyone must do what HE said, and must worship HIM... This is much more easy than the other quotien... but, people always pretend to forget this...

ESQ 165, is the quotient found by Prof. Ary Ginanjar from Indonesia. ESQ 165 is how you can build the relationship between you and god, you and the other people, you and environment... 1 is ehsan (how you can show your pity to others), 6 is Iman (How you can follow the Iman Rule) and 5 is Islam (How you can follow the Islamic Rule)... This is ideal for muslim, because this is the guidelines to the muslim to follow the path... The system exist in the muslim belief, but Dr. Ary Ginanjar make it clear and easy to follow.

Nowadays, the people from West Countries follow the ESQ 165 and make their life better... Why we don't try it?? It can increase our interest to become pious and modesty person...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

OMX (Part One) An Introduction.

Greeting,


Last two years, my aunt's condition was terrible. She has a high diabetes, hypertension and the diseases just separated to her organs. She loss her body weight vigorously and her eyes became blind at all. Her husband (my uncle) bought every single product at the marketplace, but non of the products cure the illness...


Luckily, my aunt has been introduced by Pan OMX products. After 2 weeks consumed the products, her body weight increased and her eyes slowly cured...


When the doctor checked her blood residue, the doctor shocked. Because her blood is similar to the normal one... Then, she introduced the products to me. At the glance, I just used it irregularly and inorderly. A few months ago, I feel the tremendous pain at my back, and the doctor hospitalized me. And then, I took the products like the dosage recommended. You know, the doctor astonished when look at my x-ray and IVU test, nothing at all. And now, I've full recovered and can lift heavy object again.


I think this is the best products I've ever seen, and I want to share with all of you. The products produced in 100% organic way, and the products made in Malaysia (prices is not the big deal), ideas of a group of professors. That's why the products too safe to consume because it contains only organic substances. The products produced from the total organic farming, fermenting with the good bacteria for human being (in their own factories) and the marketing by their own.


In addition, this Malaysian products approved by the Malaysian Government and registered with FDA USA. The products also gained the world acknowledgement when they received the gold medal in Geneva (refer to the certificate) and other certificates.


I hope, with this product can lift up our healthy living community and increase the capability of work force... If you want to know more, please contact me, because the products is proved in their capability to cure terminal cancer.... (to be continued). Interested?? Contact me here. or leave your comment.

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This is my aunt's testimony

Below: The range of certificates. and press statement. (click at the picture to enlarge it)

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Appreciation

Lately, I'm too depress... I'm pray for my calmness, always... I don't know what was happening... My head always spinning... and I hope, I'll get rid off the depression inside my head...

Appreciation, the word I found in my life more often then thank you. Appreciation shows the high value of Emotional Quotient... Appreciation doesn't mean to prepare any present, or to be proud of... but, appreciation enough with a little respect... Because with appreciation, we manage to reduce the tense...

Let's say in the road, if someone give way to you, just simply rise your hand to appreciate him/her... easy but the effect is too deep. This is also in everyday life...

More than that, we must show some appreciation to our parent... Even how bad they are, they still our parent... I've my word to do something big to my parent... I'll try harder to ensure our life will become better than present... Pray for me...

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Upset. Power of Two!!!

Today, we participated in Machineering Competition, which mean the competition to make the 'furthest and longest airborne time' of flying contraption, held at ACSS school (besides my school). And, we got the centre of attention there.

I dont know how to state here. But, what happen today is the most terrible moment for me. I've feel soooo down.

The competition award is RM 1500. Maybe the award is too little for them. (sigh). But, for me, this is the chance to show the capability of my students to invent something special and useful, with full of cooperation and friendship. I don't want the money if we win the competition. All is given to them and school.

But, I don't know what they thought. They never prepared and never willing to listen to me. And, the winner built the same type of contraption with my idea.

Do you know how much time I spent before to find out the best contraption?? Everyday I'd home at five!!! 3 hours everyday to find the best contraption ever. But, they didn't want to stay. Always went home at three. And, I'd never got the opportunity to brief mine. You just make yours and doesn't want to listen to me at all..

Last two days ago, I've been upset. and disappointed with your commitment. I just wanna leave all of those thing on your back. But, when I think back, slowly I've follow my good thought to continue. Even, all of the teachers called me the aeroplane man. I don't care what they want to say. The students that saw me flying the aeroplane also make fun of me and said that I'm being childish. I'm just smile and pretend to be cool.

You know, I'm alone while find the best one until yesterday evening (after Friday's prayer).

Early this morning, I want to brief them about the contraption and the threat when using the disk-shaped one (like they invented earlier). The disk can go further but, shorter airborne time. The wind also being the great threat. So, I want to convince and persuade them to use the aeroplane shape. But, they going to help other teachers and walk there and there..

And then, all of them arrived and just confirmed the shaped they want to used. All of them used disk-shaped. I've gave up already to talk to the stubborn girl. And then, I want to drive them to the competition place, but they walked away and didn't hear what I wanna explain. Are they didn't trust me as their teacher?? What happen if something bad happened at the middle of the road?? And I parked back my car (actually my sister car) and run to chase them. (crazy morning).

At the competition, I just stunned with their attitude, didn't want to follow my order. And fine, I've left them and being friendly to other teacher (from another school). I'm being silence for a while. I'd asked them to go to the canteen (when the organizer tell that the food was ready), but they replied and ask me to go first. What with that attitude??

When practiced the way to throw, they ask me to go downstairs and wait for them to throw. They think that I'm their slave??? When the launch events, I've saw that the best contraption that flying furthest and longest airborne time is similar to my model. And the wind blew in the best manners. They even blame me to pray for the wind. (actually, I want the wind blew the other aeroplane back and disqualified (haha, bad me. bad me.)

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And, my student's contraption being in the centre of attention with the newspaper interviewed them (because of the unique disk-shaped), Erm. for me, that is not important to enter the newspaper, because we can't win the prizes.

And, sorry to say, you are unable to enter any competitions ever. I want you to take this as the lesson. you're only 14 years old, but you didn't listened to others. didn't want to think about others feeling. Just being selfish. And, you act like you're smarter than me. Do you feel that you're smarter than me?????

As the student leader (at the university), I've learned in the community, the leader always listen and take the decision from the members, not always bossy. That's why I don't want to force you to use my idea. But, I'm feel really down when the head of department came and scolded me because I didn't used my previous idea.

Listen, I manage to get all of my effort to all of you to increase your attitude. Willing to teach you everything that I know. But, you don't want to listen to me. and you even do not trust me. why??? why???

Friday, July 24, 2009

Sorry Mrs. Principal.. I've Disagree With You this time.

Response to the previous post. I've assume that the progress of learning from the lure heart of teacher, the teacher must understand and get close to their children. that why, madam CKW can sustain teaching even she has been teaching for decades!!! and also Haji IJ.

Last Thursday, The Co-curriculum Appreciation Day. I've been assigned as the exhibition assistant at the New Hall. (just know they called the hall like that lar). And, had to clean up and rearrange the hall back after the exhibition finished. You know, there were only a little number of exhibitors, and that quite boring place (for me).

For sure, students enjoyed the exhibitions and the activities depending on the exhibitions. The times goes by, and the exhibition was finished. So, I'd started to clean up the hall (actually, the teachers just guide the students to clean up). Started with clean up the mess at the floor by sweeping.

"Help me!! Help me!! Help me to sweep the floor,"yelled me loudly with a sense of humor. But, the students in front of me just step away and laugh at me (like in the circus). Upset with them. damn!!! How dare them? But, I'd able to control my anger. At last, my nasyeed club's students help me to clean up. Luckily there were the closed students (to me) at that place. The continuous selfish behavior scared me about the future of our nation. 

The bad attitude just because they do not close to me, even though I've teaching them in class. The make me looked like a fool teacher that always beg for their help. Hey, Come on lar. What with that behavior?? I can do this by my own lar. (throw my upset here. haha)

Meanwhile, I've notice that the person which always help me to lift the books, help me to settled down my tasks are the person that getting into me. Even whole school acknowledge them as the notorious persons. But, who cares?? Because I've acknowledge them as the kind-hearted kids, which can be able to teach them with the additional values and good attitude (with my way) like plants them with the seed of patience, watering with the helpful manners, and fertilized them with spiritual quotient and logical good manners. Then, they didn't make any problem to the school (lately).

 

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Mind your Gap!!!

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The principal of my school just give m a simple advise. Mind your gap with the student!!! But, I don't think the 'big gap' between teacher and students can guide to success. I'm rather disagree with her thought. Because, If we get close to the students, the student will listen to our lessons. For an example, the lazy students at the class 3D became slightly hardworking in my lab because I'm getting close to them. What do you think about this matter?? Give your opinion please.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

What your problems?????

Today, the last club meeting. My task is simple, create a song with the theme anti-crimes. The music, can copy the popular song.

But, why?? why you can't be sporting like me?? why the E and F class can make it and sing it in front of the others. But, why you from B and C class can't be sporting and just pretend to create, while you might didn't make it at all.

How you want to enter the public university with this behavior?? While university orientation more rigid than this. and, the commitment requires the open-minded and sporting behavioral.

I'm try to guide you, you never make things happening. damn with your high class behavior!!! This shown your selfishness!!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Sorry Everyone.

Thanks to advise me this evening. This is really important at the first place. At the glance, I feel embarrassing. But, this will end soon. I'm try, gradually to change myself, my appearance, and I will show my true colour and my true quality. The love matter that make me sick, I hope this will never happen again. To my beloved family, I'm so sorry. I dunno how to explain. but, yesterday make me became like this.

Yesterday, I'd really wanna run from home. I don't wanna live like this forever. Dad, forgive me. I can't continue like this. Yesterday, I got Sis Zana to motivate me. Now?? Am I'm really the psychopath??

To someone that feel I'm your destiny, please think twice and give up on me. I'm really hurt with your matter.

To all of my students, I'm so sorry. Tomorrow, I wish I can't become someone that full of inspire. I'm not showing off, Not in my mind. But, I dunno how to communicate to the youngsters differ from friend. And, the big mistake I ever made is, I dunno what is the true mistake.

God, forgive me. I'll try to face this in my entire life. Someone just accuse me that I wanna find my bride here. No. This is not my goal. My goal is, I wanna guide the adolescent to become a good adult. If I failed, I'm sure I'll quit from this field. But, I'm not give up yet. Give me more time. O god, give me a full strength to become the teacher with full of inspiration and aspiration like him.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Paintball.. COngratulation to my Sis.

Greeting. Who want to get the challenge in a paintball?? Don't hesitate to visit Rapid Strike Paintball blog.

http://rapidstrikepaintball.blogspot.com/

The package is cheap. and the services are best. try to get the challenge. From RM 5 per person.

Erm. but, rapidstrike paintball based in Melaka, with the bullet from plants materials. No doubt about the 'Halal' status. the armor and the safety apparatus are world class, like the real one. Check the clip below.

*And, suddenly. my name list in the company. huhu.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Rudeness. Part 3. (Foul Languages and Voices Pitching)

Greeting all,

Nowadays, the government has launched the campaign to avoid the foul languages usage. But, everywhere and everyday, I'm heard about the foul languages usage.

Firstly, I'm always heard the word 'Bodoh' (Stupid). around the school. And extremely the foul languages used every moment. which the meaning of the words are terrible.

 

This behavior is so rude. Even the teacher is around, they didn't controlled their mouth. What enter from their mouth sometimes contained ex-rated elements. Make me upset and also feel embarrassing.

In Islamic belief, every single word enter from your mouth is a prayer. If everyday we say our friends with terrible quotions like stupid, bitch, p**is, f**k, your mother is *****. And, we actually pray for the bad for our friend. That's why we become too rude to explain..

My advice for Melakians, please change the words come out from your mouth.

And, the students always used 'high-pitch' voice to speak up with their friends or to the grown-up person. Please, low down your voices. Its too rude.. If you respect the others, the others will respect you too. And, vice versa. So, quit pro quo.. Ask yourself honestly to change the rudeness in you..22062009617

The Picture from Cklah blog. Hehe, credit to Cklah..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Supervision Class.

Supervision class is the class the teacher needs to guide the students which are not have any lessons, due to no take the subject. My supervision class at the library. The lower form supervision basically used to guide the students which are not take neither Islamic Belief Study nor Chinese Language. During the supervision class. A group of student have a chit-chat with me.

 

S: Sir, have U ever being in love..

Me: U guess??

A: Hisy, what the question??

S: We have to open mind lar. that the way the developed-country like US do to improve their economy.

Me: Not so lar (Oooo, U worshipped US so much!!)

Mi: Sir.. SIr. Have U ever kissed a girl??

Me: No!!! Never, my religion inhibit this.

A: You ar. (point to Mi), Its so embarrassing..

Me: Yeah. Young girl supposed to study, not to think the seduction.

S: So, that why we cannot develop well!!

Me:... (Whatever)

C: Sir. U say that ar?? I saw the malay woman being kissed with a man at Portuguese Settlement.

Me: Ye ker?? I Thought Portuguese. Same ma. with malay's face.

C: No lar!!! Sir!!! She wore a 'tudung'. this is the sign of malay!!

Me: Oh. (blush face. embarrassing). Maybe the crazy one. (matilah answer like that).

The Bell ringing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whatever!!! The most important thing is. No longer PPSMI in 2012. What the heck?? This will improve the science and math result or not?? I thought the student nowadays become lazier.

Erm. still with Rudeness issue.. haha. I'll write about this after this entry.
 
Bonus. have fun eh.

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Taq by Sakinah!!! Longest tag Ever

I've been tag by Her.. http://cepot7akira.blogspot.com/ Luckily I can edit offline without copy and paste haha.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Hot milk tea
2. Last phone call: Bro Shahril (Ask about House to rent yesterday)
3. Last text message: Hotlink. Message bout the contest.
4. Last song you listened to: 1973 - James Blunt, last week.
5. Last time you cried: forgot.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yup. on 2002
7. Been cheated on: yes.. Damn the ex-roomate
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Never kissed somebody be4.
9. Lost someone special : Erm. My Uncle (1991)
10. Been depressed: Every time after class
11. Been drunk and threw up: never in life
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Chocolate
13. Green
14. Blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yeah.. Friend and oso student
16. Fallen out of love: fallen in love with my laptop.
17. Laughed until you cried: 2009, nothing happy then.
18. Met someone who changed you: Saf and Atirah. Damn, they lecture me.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Erm. My mother
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No comment. Hard llife (luck) being teacher.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha. No way!!!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: hurm.. not so many. my student I know lar.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 20!!!
24. Do you have any pets: Lizard and ants!!!! (So many of them)
25. Do you want to change your name: No!!! Except if I'm superhero.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: haha. treat my friends
27. What time did you wake up today: exactly 6.20 a.m.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watch movie.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Home!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: real-time looo
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My family status..


32. What are you listening to right now: My mother's voice
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom?? No idea who he is
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: The books to mark.
35. Most visited webpage: erm. blogger.com, google.com
36. Whats your real name: Nornizam
37. Nicknames: Zam, Nizam, tokjam, siput, lei wulong,
38. Relationship Status: single. (Available but not single haha)
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female?: Man
41. Elementary?: SK Padang Temu Melaka
42. Middle School?: SMK(A) Sultan Muhammad
43. High school/college?: UPM
44. Hair colour: black (I guest)
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: about 1.7 m
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: lalalalala.
48. What do you like about yourself?: ermm.. I'm survived
49. Piercings: Erm. Depressed!!!
50. Tattoos: Illegally lor
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never before and hope not involve.
53. First piercing: fishing anchor..
54. First best friend: Forgot lor...
55. First sport you joined: TengTeng and Kurik Kundi
56. First vacation: Singapore... on 12
58. First pair of trainers: erm.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: rice
60. Drinking: boiled water
61. I'm about to: eat
62. Listening to: radio.
63. Waiting on: erm. my online business
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: 20~
65. Get Married?: not before 28
66. Career?: Permanent teacher.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: shorty
70. Older or Younger: younger 3 -4 yrs old
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: insane.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship... lor
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: patient for my trouble make
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Never. My religion belief prohibited this
77. Drank hard liquor: Hell yeah!! no way!!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never wear be4
79. Sex on first date: Prohibited.
80. Broken someone's heart: erm. 3 I guess
82. Been arrested: no!!
83. Turned someone down: erm.
84. Cried when someone died: absolutely
85. Fallen for a friend?: No. No way, Its my policy
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes.. and no. sumtime split personality
87. Miracles: sumtime
88. Love at first sight: My first One
89. Heaven: yes.
90. Santa Claus: nopeee
91. Kiss on the first date: What the question??? No no no
92. Angels: huhu. so much
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no..
95. Did you sing today? Killing me softly with his song.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: hmm. always
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: secondary school of course.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: hurm..Friday in Kedah!!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yeah.. I'm afraid I'll break someone heart once more.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: 95% haha.

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Sunday, July 5, 2009

Windows Live Writer. The Bestest Software For Blogger.

Hello everyone. After all, I've been excited with the new features brought by Microsoft and his team, for create the Windows Live features, the add on for Microsoft OS user.

You can download the Windows Live into your computer freely, and you must register at the Windows Live Features. This services, you can using the Microsoft email (hotmail) or you can using your own email. The Windows Live coming in the package of Windows Multimedia, which consisting Messenger (IM), Call, Family Safety, Photo Gallery, Movie Maker beta, toolbar and Writer. However, you can choose the programs you want to install. If you're the MSN or hotmail user, this step must be easy. You just simply using your present account. Click HERE for the essential Windows Live and Download. You can used all of the Windows Live Services with a single account!!!

Windows Live Writer (WLW) is used widely for the bloggers with wordpress domain.  This is WYSIWYG (what you see is what you get) software. But, the WLW is compatible to all of the blog domain, including blogspot. After install, open the Windows Live Writer at your computer. Then, add blog account. Just follow their instructions and leave the rest at default. After finished add the blog, you must enter the correct Windows Live Id (when it ask so), because the pictures are upload to the Windows Live Page first. Try to post without picture or any add on materials (such as music nor video). If your post success, the setup is correct. Then, try to post pictures. If error message appears, you must adjust the setting. Open the tools tab>account>select your account>advance. Make sure the setup like this: 

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By the way, open you picasa directories in you google or blogger account. Log in HERE. Then, click the tab setting (on the top-right). Then, choose Privacy and Permission. Make sure the checkboxes at location are ticks. Try to post.. And Enjoy!!!

You can add on the extension HERE... http://gallery.live.com/results.aspx?bt=9&pl=8&ds=1&la=en&tier=0&st=5&p=1&c=41

Read More about this here.. http://windowslivewriter.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!D85741BB5E0BE8AA!174.entry?wa=wsignin1.0&sa=756416482

The video is embedded from You Tube..

The good thing about WLW, it can save draft offline, and you can publish it when the internet is on. And also, the picture is uploaded after the publish button hit. So, It save the loading time.

Ok, try and have fun!!!

Third Entry Using Windows Live Writer (WLW)

I hope this post will success.

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Photo ALbum..

Hope this software will save my time for blog..

Try sekali lagi guna Live Write

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Posting Using Windows Live Writer2… (Trial hehe)

Can’t put some items… picture, video can’t put here.. somebody help me!!!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Why I like My School???

Short posting hehe...

I want to make a simple survey...

When I was a student, I'd feel the school is boring and always sicked. At that time, going to school it just to fight each other and always bringing problems to the hostel management... But, I'm hated the extreme action or vandalism in my school. School teach me the meaning of friendship (for fight and unite), social life and living by myself.... But, sometimes I'm hate to go to the school...

But, now, I'm missed that time too much... I'm hope, that time repeat again, but this is impossible.... I'm realized that during school time is the most wonderful time in my life... That's why I'm hesitating to become a teacher....

I'm not sure why I like my school so much... What about you??